I left Chico 6 months ago. We couldn’t take living like we were. I am so lost now. I feel totally disconnected from my community ( Paradise) I grew up in. I just have been a fog since the incident. Can’t even type the word f*re. I feel like I am so late to the mental recovery process. So lost. So alone.
I didn’t think it was going to be this difficult
- hiring a lawyer because my insurance company
- making that damn list for PG&E law suit
- on and on and on and on
As you all know.
I miss you all, I miss the beauty, I miss running down the roads
I miss feeling safe
I miss my dog